Good things must come to an end, but whats next . . .

This is a personal thought, one which describes what I have been up to and where I maybe . . . I feel lost, like Ive hit a dead end.

My vacation month has proved to be Fun and painfull. I had a plan before going to Austin and then to Houston.

The visits were planned months in advanced. I knew about them, but I also new the visits wouldnt last forever. My vacation to my Best Friends was a nice getaway from the reality of my situation. Though it is coming to an end, I may be back at square one when I return home.

I have also made a fool of myself, I think so, by drunk texting a guy Ive been interested in for some time now. I told him I liked him, something I didnt want to do until I was actually down here permanently. Not just visiting, more to this story later . . . Im still trying to decide if I should even continue trying to pursue him . . .

As I type this out Im sitting in the passanger seat, tearing up at the intro to "live and let die." Its tiny, slow musical moments like that that are so emotional to my ears . . . I hate being so emotional, moody, and weak. I am most of the time, I dislike my feelings sometimes they really get the best of me.

Ive got to go now, I have reached my distination.

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