Good things must come to an end, but whats next . . .

This is a personal thought, one which describes what I have been up to and where I maybe . . . I feel lost, like Ive hit a dead end.

My vacation month has proved to be Fun and painfull. I had a plan before going to Austin and then to Houston.

The visits were planned months in advanced. I knew about them, but I also new the visits wouldnt last forever. My vacation to my Best Friends was a nice getaway from the reality of my situation. Though it is coming to an end, I may be back at square one when I return home.

I have also made a fool of myself, I think so, by drunk texting a guy Ive been interested in for some time now. I told him I liked him, something I didnt want to do until I was actually down here permanently. Not just visiting, more to this story later . . . Im still trying to decide if I should even continue trying to pursue him . . .

As I type this out Im sitting in the passanger seat, tearing up at the intro to "live and let die." Its tiny, slow musical moments like that that are so emotional to my ears . . . I hate being so emotional, moody, and weak. I am most of the time, I dislike my feelings sometimes they really get the best of me.

Ive got to go now, I have reached my distination.

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Dear Cold . . . I have figured you out.

Well, well, well, Little cold that I have, I have finally figured you out. You must be clinging on to me so that you can ruin my Month long Vaction huh??? Thats what I thought, but guess what??? I have an Army of drugs that will definetly get you to pack your little bags and leave. Thats right, with a little time and patience, you will be gone, and my nose will be "clogged"free. Itchy throat, GONE. Head aches and watery eyes . . . Obliviated.

... Im pretty sure you would be gone if I actually kept up with taking my medicne . . .  ooops.
So it maybe my fault that your are still here . . . maybe i like being sick, Dont wel all? We all secretly wish we could have a minor cold so that others can feel a bit sorry for us. It certainly is nice to know others care. Fix you up soup and what not, and make sure your sleeping well. It is nice to be tended to, although it isnt nice when you Get more than wha you wished for, and the Cold turns into a fever and then your are just . . . well shit out of luck, and you gotta go with the flow.

Fortunetly, I am able to work on art at my leisure. Since I am on my own time, and it is my own "Sick Days" that i am taking advantage of. I am slowly but surely getting work done on more art. Making the mistake of not bringing my Laptop with me has certainly not made things better, with keeping up with the blog and sharing art work on FaceBook and Twitter. Sad to say, but my Art life is on that laptop. Heres to thinking I can depend on my smart phone for everything, which is true by the way. I found a great app that will allow me to Blog from anywhere and share photos. But it just sucks when there is no signal!!!!

blahhh anyways, enough complaining. My life isnt perfect. I certainly do have it better then most, but im not the most wealthy in much. Just Love and friends . . . oh and Talent I do have Wealth in Talent.

So here via, someone else comoputer a new post of stuff.
ttyl Glamour bunnies. xoxox

Good News and a cold . . .

Dear Glamour Bunnies,


So much has happened the past, half-sorta end of April. My Vacation, which started with a short trip to Austin, Tx. I was helping some good friends pack and move into their new Apt. Theyre starting a New Chapter in their lives, and I was very happy to help as well as be apart to share those happy moments with them. My days in Austin were limited, arrived on a Sunday evening and then left to Houston, Tx on Wednesday evening.

While I was in Austin, I got an e-mail from Luis the Publisher of "The Lingerie Journal." It was that special time, the story done on me and my art had finally been published. I was so excited. Super Excited!!! I sent the link to everyone in my Phonebook and posted at least twice for my Friends and Family to see, in which they all reposted. It was nice to gain the attention for my work. Though nothing has come of it, Im pretty sure time will tell. Im very hopeful, plus this is only the first step of many to come. :D

I wish I could write alot more, but Ive left my Lap-top at home, tried to lighten my load tto travel. Also since Ive I got a smart-phone I can blog and everything from it. Its perfect. Up until I came to Houston, where my cell service is TERRIBLE!!!! Im fortunet to use my friends laptop, but I wont make it a habit.

To make matters slightly worse, Ive been sick since Thursday. Friday I had a hideous Fever, was in bed all day. Though I did manage to get some work done on a few pieces. I dislike being sick, its throwing me off from trying to refocus my Goals and Dreams . . . That is another Story, very personal. Though what is a Blog without a personal heartbreaking Tale??

Well it Started as Boy meets Boy . . . *sigh* next time I will share more.